many problems...

i'm scared f i lost 1 of my real friends...i think i can't move on if that happens...so i won't let that happen..but i don't think so that i can stop what will happen...because only god knows what's the best for me..and i think having my real friends is the best thing that happen to my life....f i could only decide what will happen in the future...i'll make it sure that i won't leave my real friends until the last day of my life....i can face all the trials...but not the trials involving my real friends..coz it will really hurts me when it comes in the point that i'll gonna leave them...i know i'm the type of person who tease my friends everyday...but its not my point to hurt them..i just only want to make them happy...and i know they don't get affected everytime i tease them..coz i won't tease any persons except my real friends only...and you know who are my real friends right?even if some people surrounds us don't like that we will be together everyday...i know they are just insecure...and they want to break our friendship...but sorry to them!!coz i won't give up my real friends easily...let them find their real friends...